We often hear "How are you feeling?" "Are you ready?" "Are you excited?". We are a great many things, including almost ready. Practically speaking, at least. We all process things differently, and that in and of itself can make life interesting! We have been as prepared as possible technically, through AIM and JAARS, and through our own efforts. Alot of what we have been told almost seems meant to deter you. (For instance, the blog "A Life Overseas" has an excellent post entitled "Top 10 reasons not to become a missionary" or some such exhortation ;-). We know many people who have come home much sooner than planned because it wasn't what they expected. Our pilots wive's small group has special speakers each week, most of which have shared their struggles and how to be prepared and/or deal with them. At times I just want to say ok, enough! We know it's hard! Can't we just deal with it as it comes? I guess forewarned is forearmed, or however it goes.
People often remark on the most obvious things that seem challenging. Having to eat different foods. Being separated from your family. The possible dangers that come with living and flying in less stable or developed parts of the world. What we think about, really, are things that go beyond that. Things that wear on you after years and years. Things like regular transition, often with limited notice or totally beyond your control. So many goodbyes, people coming and going in and out of your life, and that of your children. Living on faith, also known as living on support. We love our supporters; but knowing that you really have to take each day/month at a time can be challenging. And the constant responsibility to those churches/supporters. Not really fitting in anywhere you go, which probably goes double for our children. Lots and lots of travel. And I love travel! Things like visas always running out or requirements changing. Basically, everything being more complicated. I've heard culture shock can come back to bite you in the butt even after you've been there a decade or more. And knowing that whenever we do come back, we will be significantly less prepared financially for our life as older people than many of our peers will be.
We are excited. I am very excited. Haven't been this excited since my kids were born. But the word "excitement" is for things like going on safari for the first time. It isn't a good word for any of the things mentioned above. (Just FYI, I'm stealing this thought from a friend here, a fellow pilot wife.) So if you ask if we're excited, some days we might have to be honest and say, "No. But we are resolved." Staying behind our rose coloured glasses won't do any good in the long run. (And letting the rest of the church keep their glasses on doesn't help either. We're all in this together. ;-) We are all to count the cost before we begin. Often times I hear people's stories and say, I couldn't deal with that! I don't want that! But we remember, His grace is sufficient for every moment. So, we continue one day at a time.
"Let us run with endurance the race that lies before us, keeping our eyes on Jesus, the source and perfecter of our faith, who, for the joy that was set before Him, endured the cross, despised the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of God's throne. For consider Him who endured such hostility from sinners against Himself, so you do not grow weary and lost heart." ~ Hebrews 12:1b-3
Our days right now are filled with
|God-moments of grace|
|Sharing a few last special times with family|
|Unwrapping a very special gift from my mom. A quilt with all our families pictures on it, on beautiful african fabric.|
|Seeing Kenya accidentally, everywhere we go. Which I don't remember doing before recently!|
He's such a stud ;-)
|Incorporating a little bit of normal Christmas into our abnormal life right now.|
|Saying some difficult goodbyes|
|Anticipating the coming of the baby Jesus through Advent, and the eventual second coming of King Jesus|
|paperwork. paperwork. and more paperwork.|
|Christmas cards. Newsletters. Prayer cards.|
|stuff. stuff. and more stuff. piling up in every corner and on every available surface.|
|end of orientation supper with our group, none of which we will be working with.|
|getting more luggage. hopefully our last!|
|last flight of orientation. And last flight for quit awhile, about 6 months.|
Another thing not on here: doctors appointments. And lab work. And last minute shots. The kids have done (mostly) well.
|making gingerbread houses|
LOVE the vacuum packer. I'm amazed every time I see its magic!
|Finally packing our crate! Praying our Kenyan work permits come through so we can get our crate sent off soon.|
|getting boxes in the mail. pilot shirts. prayer cards. travel guides. converter box. rechargeable batteries.|
|Watching Innkeeper Caroline in her Christmas program. Her job was to shake her head vehemently when Joseph requested a room. And she did it really well. She does it to me all the time. :-)|
|Caroline's teacher at the MK Station. Another person who has invested in the life of one of my children, who they will never see again.|
This is the last post from our blog. We're going dark.
Just kidding. :-) It is the last post from our blog. But we're just switching locations, so our website and blog will be all in one place. We hope this will be more convenient and interesting for our current followers and new folks alike. You will be able to get the basic details of our ministry, flying updates from Patrick, Africa Inland Mission, really neat videos, sign up for our newsletter, prayer requests, our testimonies, helpful links, partnership suggestions,
and other things, all in one handy dandy location.
You can go there now to mark it in your browser. We will continue to share on FB when we update it. You can expect to hear from us one more time before we leave, with ways to pray while we are finally (FINALLY) going!!